Touching divinity
Divinity beyond mind, awakening through the body, the knowing of true nature.
True reality is psychedelic
We awaken through our cells.
It is easy to open to the divine and leave the human behind. The beautiful angelic realms. Divine mind. The frequencies that vibrate so finely and bring light ecstasy. Spacious, endless spaciousness and the dissolution of self.
But the line between dissolution of self and disembodiment from our material world is thin. The self disappears easily when we release our connection with our body.
We exist on (at least) seven layers of our energy field. Physical – sensation, density, the simple pleasure of existence. Emotional – soft, fluid clouds of bliss, grief, anger. Mental – fine lines that our thought pathways delicately travel through. Relational – dense, tangible, heart connection. Etheric – the divine will. Celestial – divine emotions. Cosmic bliss. Ketheric – divine mind. Pure, all-knowing.
When we awaken through all levels of the field, when we include our physical as divinity, reality becomes psychedelic.
Experience rolls in on itself. Dense. Tactile, like rolling warm awareness between your tongue. Pleasure caresses you like velvet. All is sensuality streaming through the folds of reality, and yet there is stillness.
All realms exist at once. All time exists at once. You are as vast as you could possibly be. And yet you are here, so decisively manifested in this moment in time. Cells stretch in bliss as all that is coalesces in the vessel of you.
The mind is an energetic configuration
I am divinity, experiencing energy. There is the place of no-self (light, peaceful, open), and then there is the opening back from divinity into the ever-moving waves of energy. Here lives fire. Here lives the burning roil of karma.
There is no doing. In the infinite field of the divine, energy self-liberates, following its pathway like flower petals endlessly opening. There is no end to this ocean of energy, only waves upon waves.
The mind is an energy movement, holding onto self, desperately trying to retain control. It is density, tightness, fear, nausea, mammal brain. It climbs up the spinal column, holding fast to whatever it can.
In the warm embrace of divinity, the mind is only an energy configuration. I witness the pressure, tightness. There is peace.
Complexity lives beyond the bodymind
The mind is two-dimensional. Reality is linear, a thread of sequential movements. There is no room for energy. Complexity is an endlessly twisting labyrinth – convoluted, sidestepping contradictions, building entire wings out of avoidance of what does not make sense.
The body is three-dimensional. Breath opens in relief. Complexity is a felt-sense, held in the matrices of our cells. Organic systems move and digest in simultaneity. Paradoxes live in harmony. We are all of the systems of the earth, in their beautiful emergence.
Divinity is all the dimensions beyond. Vast space that allows the energy body to unfurl. All that was linear becomes non-linear. All lives exist simultaneously. Causality dissolves; the fabric of reality folds to touch itself. Complexity is reality, all that is and all that is true; complexity is a laugh of delight.